As I was rocking my sweet Decker to sleep the other night the song that came on (the piano music that we play for him at night) was the primary song "My Heavenly Father Loves me" (which happens to be my favorite primary song). As I was rocking him I was signing the song in my head, the lyrics are as follows:
And then the next song that came on was "Dearest Children, God is Near you" and I won't put all the words of that song, but the part that stuck out was :
Dearest children, God is near you,
Watching o’er you day and night,
And delights to own and bless you,
If you strive to do what’s right.
He will bless you, He will bless you,
If you put your trust in him.
Now. Why in the world am I sharing these songs with you? Well, allow me to tell you.
Tender mercies. Tender freaking mercies. I am SO blessed. These two songs have always been some of my favorites and have touched my soul. But listening to these songs shortly after our sweet baby returned to Heavenly Father reminded me of just how much Heavenly Father loves ME and is 100% aware of me and the struggles I am going through. I have such a beautiful life and an A-Freaking-Mazing support team... The amount of love I have felt is unreal- and it truly has carried me and I know for a fact that Heavenly Father LOVES ME and sent his earthly angels at the very moment I needed it. I know that God is VERY near me and that he will and does bless me more than I deserve! I have learned to be better at putting my trust in Him. . . but this trial surely has proved to me that. . .
Another little tidbit...
Stuart is always a little reluctant to to announce our pregnancies- while I on the other hand like to shout it from the roof tops and have the HARDEST time keeping it a secret... Stuart likes to keep it quiet because he doesn't want to have to let everyone know that we have had a miscarriage (if/when we do). I like to tell people because of the pure joy and excitement and I just can't keep secrets (ask anyone and they will agree with this). Anyways- I had to talk Stuart into letting me announce we were pregnant... and I am so glad we did!
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